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1.
Feel It All 03:21
Oh, I go, I go, I go with this day on repeat This place looks so familiar And I try I try I try to admit my defeat But I can’t quite deliver Is it just my pride? Maybe I can’t see my flaws I deny it But I know I am a little bit lost Oh, I am hiding Beneath my solid walls Oh, I think I’m fine Then I feel it all And I know I know I know I did everything right I did what I was told I memorized the cards in the game of life Waiting for it all to unfold Is it just my pride? Maybe I can’t see my flaws And I deny it But I know I am a little bit lost Oh, I am hiding Beneath my solid walls Oh, I think I’m fine Then I feel it all And I want to, but I won’t move Yea I tried to, but I don’t do Oh, I want to, but I won’t move I try, I try Is it just my pride? Maybe I can’t see my flaws Oh, I deny it But I know I am a little bit lost Oh, I am hiding Beneath my solid walls Oh, I feel it all And maybe I can’t see my flaws Maybe I am a little bit lost And maybe I hide beneath my walls But I still feel it all Oh, I feel it all Oh, I feel it all
2.
He dyed his hair platinum He’s just that type of boy And even though I liked it It didn’t bring him joy He’s just a consequence of curiosity Not someone I’ll keep I enter cautiously But I fall deep Cause his arms have little black marks drawn all over His eyes are just a disguise to get me closer And I, I don’t mind it is just for the summer Oh I, I don’t mind He’s just a consequence of curiosity Not someone I’ll keep I enter cautiously But I fall deep And he tastes like rain Oh, he talks like gold And he feels like pain One touch I was sold But I don’t mind Oh, he’s just for the summer He’s just a consequence of curiosity Not someone I’ll keep I enter cautiously But I fall deep No, I don’t mind he’s just for the summer No, I don’t mind he’s just for the summer No, I don’t mind he’s just for the summer Oh, I don’t mind, I don’t mind
3.
Cause I felt it getting complicated Oh, I knew I should have hesitated I think I’ve overestimated This thing that we have created And you told me it’d be ok We can be friends and still play But it never really ends up that way Oh, I never should have let myself stay Cause I felt it getting complicated Oh, I knew I should have hesitated Cause I felt it getting complicated This thing that we have created Yea I saw this getting confusing I tried to tell ya, but you kept refusin’ I knew if we started, I’d be loosin’ Something still made me choose him And I just assumed that We could go right back You should have never asked And I should have never said yes I saw this getting confusing I tried to tell ya, but you kept refusing I knew if we started, I’d be loosin Something still made me choose him Oh, uh oh, I felt it getting complicated Even though, I knew I should have hesitated Yea I know, I might have overestimated I’ve outgrown this thing that we have created Oh, uh oh, I saw this getting confusing Even though, I tried to tell ya, ya kept refusing And I know, I knew if we started, I’d be loosin’ I said so but something still made me choose him
4.
When did I become so weak to my emotion? Yea my body’s numb to my commanding devotion Oh, I appreciate, my mind thinks that I can be saved I negotiate, but he is what I craved And Ohohohhoh I want more Oh, I should go but I want more I said I wouldn’t be here, but I’m back I said I wouldn’t come near, oh I cracked I wish I was stronger than that, I wish I was stronger than that I said it was the last time, but I lied I said I’m gonna be fine, oh I tried I wish I was stronger; oh, I wish I was stronger And I’m constantly fighting, these thoughts in my head worse I keep siding with a path I know is dead and oh I knew from the go, I couldn’t keep my promises oh, I pretend that I grow, and ignore what I said And Ohohohhoh I want more Oh, I should go but I want more I said I wouldn’t be here, but I’m back I said I wouldn’t come near, oh I cracked I wish I was stronger than that, I wish I was stronger than that I said it was the last time, but I lied I said I’m gonna be fine, oh I tried I wish I was stronger; oh I wish I was And I can’t quite find the root of the reason Oh oh oh why do I slide so easy? I blame the time and the feelin’ No no no I can’t abide, oh oh I can’t abide I said I wouldn’t be here, I said I wouldn’t come near Oh I wish I was stronger, oh I wish I was stronger I said I said it was the last time, but I lied I said I’m gonna be fine, oh I tried I wish I was stronger; oh, I wish I wish I was stronger oh, I wish I wish I was stronger Oh, I wish I was oh I wish I was Oh, I wish I was oh I wish I was oh, I wish I wish I was stronger Oh, I wish I was oh I wish I was
5.
In My Head 04:08
I admit, I’m overthinking it But I can’t commit, without straying just a little bit I, I can’t take it Oh I make it then I break then I then I then I crave it I put too much trust into a stranger It’s so dangerous, to be this naked Oh, I savor his touch, oh I can’t take it Oh, I make it then I break then I then I Then I crave it But who is she? I know we were just playing I know what I said But you’re stuck in my head Don’t say a word, this never happened Oh, I’d prefer, to avoid this habit But when I see her, no I can’t stand I make it then I break it then I then I crave it Who is she? I know we were just playing I know what I said But you’re stuck in my head And who am I? Pretending I am the good guy I know what I said But you’re stuck in my head, my head I recognize This what I arranged So why do I get surprised When I never change, never change Who is she? I know we were just playing I know what I said But you’re stuck in my head And who am I? Pretending I am the good guy I know what I said But you’re stuck in my head, my head

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released December 24, 2020

All songs written by Athena Skarpelos
Produced by George Skarpelos
Special thanks to Michael Blum and Craig J. Snyder for their contributions

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